to Lucas

this journal is not about an et player, it's about a man, my friend. it's about Lukasz M, aka Lucas, either forgotten or never really known by some people around here .

when we first met, i knew it wouldn't be just an ordinary mateship that one gets so much of in et by simply playing with someone in a team or just mixing with. we both realised that and we instantly became good buddies. after a few days i could call him my e-met friend and even though we never met in real life, after some time Lucas and I were like childhood friends who never broke our bond. when i say lesti is my brother, then you could call Lucas my best friend. nights spent on playing later became nights spent on talking and laughing, pushing et and other gaming-related issues aside, making us who we are to each other today. everyone probably has some regrets because of the time they spent on et/gaming and so do i, but the time (and it was a very, very long time) i spent with Lucas is the time that i cherish

you may ask why i wrote this. it's not attentionwhoring, it's not trolling around and surely it's not caused by boredom. the fact is we don't really talk much anymore. Lucas spends a lot of time working and my time is pretty much all taken by studying/girlfriend. i've got some time to play et or just sit by the pc like 2/3 times a week and i always check if he's online then. but unfortunately he's occupied when i'm free and the other way round. if we get on facebook at the same time, it's a miracle. we talk for a minute and one of us needs to leave so our talks are mainly based on leaving a pm. today Lucas posted a song on his wall and when i was listening to it, i felt really sad. sad about losing contact with him. that sadness has been chasing me for some time now and i know that while listening to this song, he felt the same way.

just wanted you to know and hear of my friend Lucas, as many people forget their friends and lose contact with them, listen to this song and remember the good times :)



even though we've never met, even though we're not spending time together anymore, i still love you man, you're awesome

this journal is not a cry, it's a thank you