Demise and greatness

ET is too old, not more beautiful enough, the freedom in it is gone. dignitas.ET, the polish players, Fear Factory, Team Finalnd, the clanbase cups, I can almost cry how much I miss this game, but now I wont play it anymore.. Quake3 or QukeLive also, it was too short lived. Fast paced shooters are almost my live, I played Warsow, but in no game I can give my total passion. The scene around it is too complicated and childish and I dont like to start up the game when I know there is not the process of personal development as a gamer in development. I hope CoD Advanced Warfare, even though Kevin Spacey, my hero from House of Cards until he kissed that guy and then even was made the star of the trailer of the release (Advanced Warfare). I hope it will be a good game.... I have bought watchdogs just now but im just looking at it and I dont like it, I think I have to build up some focuse or concentration to start playing it, Man what is it a boring time since when I was 16-20 and I played Enemy Territory, 3v3, 6v6, 1on1 in CTF_Multi and Valhalla, quake3 in dm6 and rail only battles, f*ck unreal tournament and ofcourse dont make me barf on world of warcraft, league of legends and minecraft and shit. Patiently waiting till something comes up. Until then Ill just wait for Advanced Warfare and try to finish Watchdogs without too much frusration. Only beer, LSD and the bible is keeping me going right now, forget friends and birthdays and festivals and parties etcera etcera, no girl wants me truly anyway. Thanks for listening and for letting me get this off my thoughts. Man I miss RTCW High+ clans gaming against eachother and us all watching with too much adrenaline in us to remember watching who is to win. Also shootout to Cooller and Vo0 (for his fragmovie) and that dutch Warcraft3 guy (forgot his a=name, but powned everyone) Grubby his name was! I remembered, And of course greets to Fatal1ty for setting up his own complete franchise with the documentary etc, Never again have I experienced those adrenaline days again, maybe in need for speed most wanted 2 or reaching prestige in cod ghost but I really, really want more from this industry. I demand it, otherwise I'll be angry and will have to watch stupid series on Netflix forever, No offense to Naruto though, though the though of Anime freaks me out a bit in a creepy sociophobic/psychologically tormental way. Gaaayy! Grts,

Treaver

s/o Estaloth if he is still alive, mica and Nighthaven

Salute and see you around in the arena;'s, game on, later