is it really dead ? i want to go back in time ? and be alive again, can anyone understand what i feel ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1_bfHgSFFI

is it really dead ? i want to go back in time ? and be alive again, can anyone understand what i feel ?

the words in raziel's IRATUS 2 echo in my mind from time to time about RTCW:ET

"some say it is evil
some say its coming from the devils own dungeon of doom
some say it will fade away
but it wont, it will never ever die."

i miss tosspot shoutcasting

i miss RTCW:ET
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnhN3ghi-7w

i miss discovering good music through fragmovies
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZpsvpWYbPI
"
So ask yourself just who you are
Where you've been
What you know
Where you'll go
"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1UxkqHJ6ow
"
You don't succeed cause you hesitate
You think we're fly, but we levitate
Just be yourself, don't ask us why
Cause if you don't, we'll make you cry
"


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQEBzauVIlA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZB9Ys5Gv6o
"
Last night I had a vivid dream,
I found a place where nothing's what it seems,
I'm bound to walk this earth alone,
I am a hunter and the heir to the throne
"
"
Surrender your soul,
Surrender your pride,
Please enter my dream,
Find your natural high,
You've got nothing to fear,
Cause your rebirth is near
"


...so many memories, so much time spent

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mjlM_RnsVE
"
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
"


dat nostalgia


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