When aMenti so famously clashed swords with Cdap – pi recently I witnessed which surprised and actually pleased me, when it became evident that aMenti had won, XyLoS disconnected quite some time before the match had actually finished. Be it frustration and a dislike of losing but clearly he is still human and I thought it was a nice sentiment of his character.

Swallowing the truth pill...

Now you may not be aware of this, but the reason you think you play most games is a lie, you do not play because it's fun, you play because you wish to win and be the best. And for the majority of the time, you stop not because the game bores you, it's because you;

- Have become dominant to the point where you have won everything there is to win and the game holds nothing of real benefit for you to continue playing (at least competitively).

- You come to realize that the time you have spent is fruitless and you have failed to win/achieve what you wanted to. Think of it as waking up and realizing you were so naive all this time.

In summary, there are winners and there are those who play not to win. Now this may sound ludicrous but bear with me, as it's a hard concept to accept (especially since most of you are scrubs) at first but I hope the examples I give prove this to some extent, although you can identify immediately with the type of people who say “its not about winning it's about taking part”.

The meat on the bones...

In most games, everyone starts out as a “scrub”, in ET this is slightly different due to the overwhelming similarities between RTCW and ET, some even label this as reasoning behind why new talents shouldn't emerge (another trait of the scrub?) because they didn't play RTCW. There is the mistaken notion, though, that by simply continuing to play the game, that one can become a top player. In reality, the “scrub” has many more mental obstacles to overcome than anything actually going on during the game. The scrub has lost the game even before he starts.

I decided to talk to someone who is defiantly not a scrub, Estonia Night[/b] ]

Q- Given your position as one of the most successful players in the game (and the player whom has made the most money) what keeps you in the game, when other top players decide to call it a day ?

Estonia idle^Night - I guess I'd have to say that upcoming events are quite important (such as SHGOpen, CPC2), they keep me in the business. There have been times when I really considered quitting, there have also been times when I've stopped playing for a few months. But every time I end up back here, doing what I do. Either playing for fun or preparing for some bigger event. Though I doubt it'd work if I played with some other guys, my current teammates are the reason why I'm here.

Q - One of the points that I raise in the article is that most gamers play to win and be successful rather than playing the game purely because its fun. As you say you have taken breaks before and always come back. Would it be different if you came back and weren't so dominant before, would you still have the desire to play and win even if you weren't as good as before ?

Estonia idle^Night - I don't know, it's really hard to say, because I haven't experienced it. But I guess I'd have to say that it would be a lot harder to get yourself motivated again, though it could help you a lot as well, because you have something to play for then. You gotta prove yourself and everyone else that you can still come out on top in the end. But I believe that you don't forget playing ET that quickly, it's like riding a bicycle. I mean that even if you're away for a while and come back, you're still able to beat a lot of top teams.

Q - Given that ET until recently was on line only and the prize money was pointless in comparison, do you play for the record books at all ? If idle win this Eurocup then they will be the first team ever to win 2 back to back EC titles and for you personally it will be 4 seasons in a row with either 1st or 2nd spot. Does that kind of thing make winning more worthwhile than the small amount of money you receive ?

Estonia idle^Night - Of course the feeling is great when you manage to win Eurocup, and I can't say that I don't enjoy winning what ever cup or tournament I join. Winning one match motivates you to win another game and so on, at least it is so in my case. What I mean by all what I just said, is that winning Eurocup is mostly for the prestige, not the money. The importance of Eurocup hasn't fallen over the seasons and I doubt it ever will.

Q - Are you or anyone you have played with a partially bad loser, and do you think that is an attribute which is good to have in a player ?

Estonia idle^Night - I'm pretty sure that I am the worst loser in our team, I often get upset if we play badly and lose a round or two in a practice. But I don't think it's a bad thing getting upset if you know that you can do a lot better, the things that count are official matches and as long as we/I play well on an important match, I am satisfied enough.

Q - In all honesty, do you believe that idle will ever be beaten (in a official) with you playing ?

Estonia idle^Night – Yes


Come again please?

Now you may have been reading this and up until this point wondered what the hell I'm going on about especially given that I haven't been forthcoming about what a “scrub” actually is other than it's not someone who wins all that much. A scrub is a state of mind and generally a scrub can be identified by his “whine”, you will often hear him label a wide variety of tactics and situations “cheap” or especially in ET (because the theory works in all situations not just competitive gaming) whine about a weapon being lame (riflenade or panzerfaust in most instances, how ironic that these weapons often need the most amount of skill to master). If you have ever whined and said something along the lines of

“lol can you only back rage?”
“spam only, no skill”
“can only corner camp nothing more”

you are most likely a scrub, but the most worrying thing is, if you know how the enemy plays and what tactics will be used then surely you a poor player if you cannot counter them ? Or even more naive for not using them yourself ? The first step in becoming a top player is the realization that playing to win means doing whatever most increases your chances of winning [playing boring games and spamming to perfection]. The game knows no rules of “honor” or of “cheapness.” The game only knows winning and losing. You don't play to look good or for stats you play for the win and often means playing a boring game. A strong player will always attempt to steer the game in the direction of his own advantages, and attempting to steer opponents into situations in which their opponents are weak.

The revolution...

Even scrubs can be high skilled! Going into a match knowing you do not have the skills needed to win, doesn't make you a scrub. You're accepting reason and common sense, but accepting that you will never challenge that player is an admission that your a scrub.

In the end, playing to win ends up accomplishing much more than just winning. Playing to win is how one improves. Continuous self-improvement is what all of this is really about, anyway. I submit that ultimate goal of the “playing to win” mindset is ironically not just to win…but to improve. So practice, improve, play with discipline, and play to win.

Next time you have the opportunity to play someone above yourself, don't think “well obviously I'm the underdog”, clear you head, breath easy and play the best game you can, you might just surprise yourself. No one is unbeatable, and winning and losing is not only decided in the server. The article's main ideas came from http://www.sirlin.net/Features/feature_PlayToWinPart1.htm of which i adapted. The article has nothing to do with cheating


"It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it."
General Douglas MacArthur