Brains Or Persionality
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22 Sep 2011, 16:54
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After years of me taking insults racial slurs and being marked as a retard of the community.. i came up with a question;
Why
Why is so, when you do not understand the meaning of what i say
when i say you say or better u respond in an self defense way with a werry insulting comment wich has nothing to do with the statement
or even some of the ppl who used to insult me, took me on head on without a reason even tho we wer not friends nor enemies.. Just because they misunderstood my whole context so the question is
Is it the brain? or is it who u are, wich makes u engage in a hostile or a friendly conversation.
I Think its the brain, cause the brain processes the information wich you do not understand, after not understanding, the brain subconsciously searches ur memory for a mirror like event that has happend to you before, and tries to find a reaction to it.. due to ur violent or unfrendly childhood ur brain marks my words as not friendly or hostile, then u act in a self defense and try to engage in an e-fight... with words
Just thinking out loud, what are your thoughts? have u ever misunderstood a person online while chatting? and then judged them on a fiction based picture..
What do you think, is it the brain, or who we are that makes us fear/hate what we do not understand?
Why
Why is so, when you do not understand the meaning of what i say
when i say you say or better u respond in an self defense way with a werry insulting comment wich has nothing to do with the statement
or even some of the ppl who used to insult me, took me on head on without a reason even tho we wer not friends nor enemies.. Just because they misunderstood my whole context so the question is
Is it the brain? or is it who u are, wich makes u engage in a hostile or a friendly conversation.
I Think its the brain, cause the brain processes the information wich you do not understand, after not understanding, the brain subconsciously searches ur memory for a mirror like event that has happend to you before, and tries to find a reaction to it.. due to ur violent or unfrendly childhood ur brain marks my words as not friendly or hostile, then u act in a self defense and try to engage in an e-fight... with words
Just thinking out loud, what are your thoughts? have u ever misunderstood a person online while chatting? and then judged them on a fiction based picture..
What do you think, is it the brain, or who we are that makes us fear/hate what we do not understand?
perfect example, but i am not being hostile
Then you might understand why everybody hates you when you just keep on making those shitty comments you make.
i am not replying to unblind, im making a point to all of the ppl who are browsing here
as a wise person, i think he understands, but you dont, im sorry to cut this comment short, but u are not worth my time, so i leave u.
Tala who created the site has 5 years and 9 months old account.
And you are saying that your CF is older than 6 years. :D:D
You stupid fuck :D
Edit: http://www.crossfire.nu/?x=user&mode=view&id=3 this guy made cf.
They will sweat for everything they wrote and yeah mauwhahahahahhaaha! Losers!
also why is it so, that most of online bullying towards me was from the admins themselfs?
i think its fear, from being mistreated u feelt helpless, u felt fear.. but with knowing how does it feel, why dont u mark that kind of behavior as smthn that should not be accepted nor funny but you do not think about it that way dont u now? ur just thinking about how u can make fun out of a guy who is helpless.. its not trolling and its not fun. its internet bully-ing!
but look closley, he did on the otherhand read the title..
clever as he is, he combined the same grammar that eminem has used in his song
but! he is named after eminem.. that means he likes eminem wich means he approves eminem's behavior and state of mind, so by acting irrational in fear, he has not insulted me but has proven to be terrified by me
enganged in a hostile conversation, but litle as he did know, he actualy praised me, instead of insulting me.
class dismissed.
again tried to offend me with having a unfrendly and violent child hood, wich is actually not insulting, its normal its how the world is...
i did, but im not the one who is calling ,yself a retard, a 3rd world cunt and all other sorts of stupid comments..
You see the pattern?
childish bihavior....so i would go for personality
because its the content of the post that makes ppl act violent to eachother
but why do they get so upset over some content? because the brain understand the information as a threat and thats where the violence comes to play
so im still saying its Fear
all those "epic" fragclips of random kills against random opponents, hardly what the regular CF user deems as a good movie/entertainment. people just dont like showoffs, they love bashing u for skill while youre just supplying them with more and more material for it :P.
also the "super seareal teamspeak server" shit is just beyond lame >_>. did you seriously think something like that sounds inviting? couldve gone for a more neutral name
when ive played with u, uve always been a serious and a decent player, but when it comes to crossfire (talking to people online), its like you cant think straight =p. so im gonna go with brain to be honest, somethings just not clicking right.
and after all i fear youre just trolling and enjoying all the flame which my post sadly didnt deliver much of
\meh/
the fragclips, mean so much to me, since i dedicated alot of my spare time to this game, all from playing the game, to moving my mouse in a str8 line i have spent alot of hours improving the moves, just because i wanted to get better and i did. The fragclips iv uploaded wer for me and myself only, to remind me what i have done in the past and what i can do, from perfect one move mouse moves to 180degree accurate turns, its not about the shit oppo wich i never play against, but its about the perfection dedication and hard training, uploaded so i can watch it over and over again, to remind me who i am ingame. keeping things on HD is not safe, i lost already shitloads of stuff from previus pc blowout.
also, i like to mix lyrics with frags, its like the clip is talking to you...
super seareal teampseak is a wordplay
it stands for super serious teamspeak server - im an artist a writer, i love to play with words.
i find it hard to talk to ppl on crossfire, just because of the hate they have gatherd towards me..
i do not like the flame, certenly like that everyone knows who i am but the hate is just 2 grate, i cannot get into teams because ppl think im a jackass, and its just sad how i cant get a decent chance of playing some nice et regardless to my skill level
I THINK this sentence sums up your entire internet adventure
but the violence comming from you adeto.. why?
i have played with you.. u wer nice i was nice.. worked along pretty well..
its childish to point out the grammar errors or laugh at someone, oh u misspelled haha ur such a goon...
basicly claiming you are similar to RaZieL... You're a nice guy but your ego is just insane, especially since you don't seem to notice that nobody on CF gives a fuck about your map/aiming/practice.
it has nothing to do with raziel
nor do i teach players how to aim
And how can you say years when you have been @ CF for a year.
btw. Oldest CF user is Tala with Member For: 5 years, 9 months and 13 days
So stop lying bitch :D:D
my cf shuld be 6years soon, and
if u compare
http://www.crossfire.nu/?x=user&mode=view&id=7351
to
http://www.crossfire.nu/?x=user&mode=view&id=6582
u can see that i am a member on this site way longer then u.
Tala created CF and his account is 5 years and 9 months. How can you have been here longer? That's what I am talking about :d You are just stupid :D:D
i said almost 6years
im sorry but its hard to make conversation with ppl thinking stupid.
Again you just showed your ignorance and your own stupidity by just keep on going with shit comments. And then you ask why ppl repulse you :D?
And come one. The two links you gave me with your profile and mine. I think 1 year is less that 4, isnt it ?
i started playing et smthn like 8or more years ago.
and registerd before you on crossfire
look this is you
http://www.crossfire.nu/?x=user&mode=view&id=7351
this is me
http://www.crossfire.nu/?x=user&mode=view&id=6582
Again, you with your 8 years :D:D
im sorry, i find it really dificult talking to you, since ur intellect is quite amazing
And you still ask why everybody hates you :d
:|
oh my god
this is just unbelivable rly :D
read ur comments my friend
im sry but ur rly amazing
newschooler
http://www.crossfire.nu/?x=user&mode=view&id=15
Member For: 41 years, 9 months and 0 days
for the whole community so they will see/feel my point, because it doesnt really matter :P
and you can either understand me or be totaly blackedout about it since u have no idea what im talking about...
peace.
my english speech is even better
i do not understand ur point, the pig can be cut in more then one way.
a girl can be raped in more then one hole and still call it a rape
and so on...
E: Also The point u are trying to make is just ur theory.
there are shitloads of doctors on earth who dont even speak english.
E: yes i know but what does that have to do with my english.. even jezus made typos, its not bible its byple
see.. u have the same "Problem"(not a problem i know what ur saying) Choice of words, thers always more then one word to go with... but thats not the reason of a lower then average english, lover then average english is perfect english, writen with no flaws and no typos..
il explain, if u trust urself and know what ur capable of.. why would u feel insecure
if u know ur shit at it u will look for ways to get it right, check this reach-hack that.. even use a dictionary
e: because u know ppl with some english skills will understand, what u wer trying to say even if u wrote the word wrong.. the idiots usaly complain, i dont like using the term "idiots" but il let it slide this time, hope u understood my point of view..