I'm missing you

Hello, yesterday was a very sad day and I feel like I can't go like that any longer. I need to share my feelings with you.

My bff is gone and he won't be back till october. You know I'm talking about lesti. He's back home for summer vacation and I'm stuck here with my gf, unable to play games or party with him. I'm very sad because all he can do now is play lol on his laptop, he can't even play et there. I'd like to tell you more about the two of us and what we have but I'm too overwhelmed with grief right now... Thus I re-wrote the lyrics for the song that says it all for me.

If you have ever felt this great sadness that I'm feeling now, please try to walk in my shoes for a few minutes and play this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0G3_kG5FFfQ

and read those while listening to the song:

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I play
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the TS where we play
Is missing your name.

When you walk on sd
I count the headshots you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The medic I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The headshots I need to hear to always get me through the game
And make it 4:0
I miss you.

I've never felt this way before
Every game that I play
Reminds me of you m8
And the servers you left
They lie on my list
And they smell just like you
I love the multikills that you do.

When you walk on sd
I count the headshots you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The medic I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The headshots I need to hear to always get me through the game
And make it 4:0
I miss you.

We were made for each other
We're bros forever
2on2 have serveeeeeer
Yeah, Yeah.

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Every game we play I give my heart and aim
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you're a medic behind me
Yeah.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The medic I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The headshots I need to hear to always get me through the game
And make it 4:0
I miss you.

I'm crying realmennfriendshiptears.
Come back to me my friend, I can't wait for the two of us mainrushing on sd once again.

Forever yours.