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Have you ever had someone, someone that you thought you could trust, someone that you shared your experiences with someone that you had fun with, someone that you thought was someone special.

I lost that someone today.

I never would have thought that I could feel grief over something on the Internet. The Internet that shield that always protected me of feelings over its protective shell of anonymity. Now I know I was wrong.

What has happened today has changed me. Has made me loose trust in everyone I ever knew on the Internet.
You think you know someone when you spent numerous long nights with him, playing video games, chatting about all kinds of stuff. Talking about life.

But with that one little action. What you had to do was just so simple, yet it hurt so much. When I asked you why you did it, you said you could fix it but we both knew what you had done could not be undone. And instead of accepting your wrongdoing you went on and made it worse. You thought that picture was fun and I would understand, but no, I do not understand. Anyone else could have done that because I would understand I would know that I am not special to them and neither are they to me. But I though with us two, it was different.

This is not a see you, this is a goodbye.