Marta <3

That`s the name of my sister. Today she died on a painfull way, 4 years she tried to fight against the bone-cancer called "Ewing Sarkom", finally she failed and she has fallen asleep like an angel, because the cancer attacked her lungs. I held her hand the whole night, she died in my parent`s arms, I guess without any pain, because she was filed with morphine. I don`t know why I`m posting this @ crossfire, but I think she deserves even every respect on this world, because of the fact she had some horrible last years, 4 years she had every day and every night the same pain...She was my brave little girl, even if she was/is 5 years older, she died one day after her birthday, which she wanted to celebrate soooo much with all her friends and her family (14.04.1984). I`m looking forward to see her soon in heaven & ESPECIALLY today in my dreams (i can`t define the feeling, but I feel her presence in my room - anyways we had the srongest relation there could ever be), if a person deserves a place in heaven, then she will be the one who deserve it the most, in her life she never did bad things and never hurt other peoples, she was just my lovely little girl which always wanted to have her family and friends arround. I`m in deep mourning, even I can`t understand why god is taking so beautiful & lovely people into heaven.

I hope that you (the community) can pray a bit for her & you don`t think that I´m trying to get attention or anything like that. I`m sorry for the grammar-mistakes, I`m just shaking all the time and I`m deeply deprest & hurted because of this situation.


<3 my little honey MARTA! (R.I.P. I`m always there if you need me) & best wished to all of you, your families and even those who`re at the same situation as me and other families.