Arrr pirates

Hoi. i have a nice vacation now, i have next week free but it starts today for me!
and it was a nice day overall but i still have a bad feeling about this day/upcoming vacation but i dont know why i feel good, only a little thirsty and it could happen that suddenly i will die because of gods will but i cant die yet since i still have some things to do in my life.
basicly this means i can do whatever i want, i cant die yet. maybe the smurfs can kill me but they have a very evil wizzard on their side so im only worrried about them still i have no clue what im typing its like my hands automaticly typ what im thinking but im thinking infront of what im thinking so does to make me super fast? or is just normal now i get some msn conversation from haydar and he says smth to me but that is private like more things i cant tell because they are all private.
wouldnt it be boring if there arnt any private things now its like a quest to get it out from people like some rpg, life is like a rpg in some points because i killed some people today and this gave me more xp to killl others. but me cant do this since that is not friendly and my karma needs to be good else i have bad luck but i always have bad luck since im a badLucker and this is not my fAUlt i think but maybe it is? who knows... still i have this bad feeling and the greenbutterflies inside me are biting me and i cant get them out whatever i do or try, they are there for a reason but which reason should it be? i dont know.. i have to find this out, quest accepted. i will try my best in finding this out but i also need to keep my mind on something else only this isnt hard because this goes automaticly and that is strange, why do i like something so much if it gives me pain? does this make me emo? i dont hope so because then i need to buy some knifes and im in the mood to make a panzer kill/ knife kill for all this there is only one thing you should know, ive put my trust in you pushed as far as i can go, but i dont know why i tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesnt even matter so am i wasting time here? i dont think so becasue there is a reason for this but what is the reason? i dont know, i dont know much but now back to the subject:



because i have an uber roster:


Show ma yurz roster

Dear diary, Immortal is back from greece
and Wolfe is still a retard