please hit me!
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27 Jan 2009, 00:12
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do you also experience very often, that you want to do smth and when you're about to do it, you forget about it all of a sudden?
happens too often to me :< and it just happened again! FUCK!
if it happens often to you too, what was the funniest/dumbest experience with your "blackout"? :p
i once wanted to bring some empty bottles from my room to the kitchen. so i took them and wanted to go to the kitchen but instead i went different and found myself in the bedroom of my mother and wondered what i wanted to do actually. then i recognized: "lol i got bottles in my hand, i think i'll visit the kitchen."
;(
happens too often to me :< and it just happened again! FUCK!
if it happens often to you too, what was the funniest/dumbest experience with your "blackout"? :p
i once wanted to bring some empty bottles from my room to the kitchen. so i took them and wanted to go to the kitchen but instead i went different and found myself in the bedroom of my mother and wondered what i wanted to do actually. then i recognized: "lol i got bottles in my hand, i think i'll visit the kitchen."
;(
well, once i wanted to take off my clothes and go to sleep but instead of doing so i stood in my room and wondered what i wanted to do.
so i sat in front of my pc and browsed crossfire, then played a bit.
after 1 or 2 hours i decided to go to sleep :p
my life feels incomplete then somehow :<
will try it :p
anyway it hasnt be caused by pills or smth, sometimes your brain fails without any help
holy shit, i really dont know what i wanted to do!
i know that im hungry and that i want to prepare some meal, but thats not the thing i wanted to do actually :<
and no, i didnt want to wank either!
:D
so i came in and started smoking and i know that i was thinking about something but i couldnt remember what.
it felt like 1 or 2 minutes, when i had a look at my cigarette and it was almost finished (usually i need like 6-7 mins), it was a fucking blackout i even forgot what i was thinking about! i also couldnt remember which song was on radio in that time (i always turn on the radio when smoking) :(
but tbh, i also had that before i started smoking :I very often
Edit: Wait WHAT????
Luckily I realized it and spit it out, making an epic failjump before it blew my teeth out ;D Never saw that lighter again though :/
I don't remember what I was thinking about though. That was... pretty creepy. Never happened to me ever after ;)
standing somewhere, wanting to do anything but can't remember what it was. or putting things somewhere and in the next second I'm searching them for like 10 minutes and then they're lying in front of me (fucking sucks) -_- or I'm watching tv, then there's ad, thinking about something else and then can't remember what programme I actually watched :D and many more muddled things