Shitty day
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2 Oct 2009, 09:50
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I'm telling this to everyone and everything I know and it seems to work for me to get over it so here we go! Yesterday was the day I got homeless and girlfriendless!
I had to get out of my appartment, where I lived with my girlfriend for multiple months, before 1 october and failed to find something new. This means I had to move back in with my parents (who live on the other side of the country) which is kinda weird after living on your own for over a year. I'm still searching for something new ;[
Next to that my girlfriend decided to give eachother some space last week because of me not giving her a phonecall while I told her the day before I was going to call her! So yesterday she met up with me, and I started out with a passionate speech about how dumb I have been in the past couple of months (which was a lil' bit true) and that I want to have her back and I loved her and blahblablah. Then it was her turn to speak and she broke up with me after being together for over 2 years and 2 months. Ouch.
So I'm kinda a mess right now and telling myself that she wasn't THAT awesome anyway and that it's pretty cool to be single but atm it fricking sucks balls. I can't get myself to dislike her yet and everything I do or think seems to be rather useless and weird now, it's hard to distract myself from it all.
So, Crossfire, tell me how much of a bitch she was and give me stuff to do or something!
I had to get out of my appartment, where I lived with my girlfriend for multiple months, before 1 october and failed to find something new. This means I had to move back in with my parents (who live on the other side of the country) which is kinda weird after living on your own for over a year. I'm still searching for something new ;[
Next to that my girlfriend decided to give eachother some space last week because of me not giving her a phonecall while I told her the day before I was going to call her! So yesterday she met up with me, and I started out with a passionate speech about how dumb I have been in the past couple of months (which was a lil' bit true) and that I want to have her back and I loved her and blahblablah. Then it was her turn to speak and she broke up with me after being together for over 2 years and 2 months. Ouch.
So I'm kinda a mess right now and telling myself that she wasn't THAT awesome anyway and that it's pretty cool to be single but atm it fricking sucks balls. I can't get myself to dislike her yet and everything I do or think seems to be rather useless and weird now, it's hard to distract myself from it all.
So, Crossfire, tell me how much of a bitch she was and give me stuff to do or something!
You have us.
Your personal FUCKING army, apparently.
sucks bout your girlfriend tho :/ bet she's a slag, if she dumped you after 2+ years of being together, for a rather ridiculous reason. Unless she's given you hints about it before and you haven't noticed - yet i doubt that, cause afterall you're
There was some more going on ^^
I feel better already :P
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*if killing is not your piece of meat, you could dress up in weird costumes and rape all the guys she ever befriends, nothing gay with that.
she finished me...she got what she deserved
yes, you do.
you know there is a certail line you should not cross in a friendship.
AND THAT IS TO TELL SOMEONE HE LOOKS LIKE CUTTYP :D
dat zuigt jongen. Echt kut voor je, zeker omdat je zo lang hebt samengewoond.
Waar woon je nu dan? had je geen vrienden ofzo waar je tijdelijk even kon zijn?
Mhm,echt wel kut voor je! Maar jij zal wel wat anders vinden;). Zo te lezen kan een relatie soms gewoon niet goed gaan.... Ach, jij komt er wel overheen.
Sterkte man!
lekker kale kutjes & turkse meisjes?
IT'S ALL WRONG, LIKE YOU BURN THEIR HOUSE TO THE GROUND.
nevermind, think about your future and yourself, that's more important. :)
Maybe it doesn't work for you, but hey,then you can never say you didn't try, and neither can she. Plus you can give it a place while your working on it. Have peace with the thought it might not do the trick. A heartache will go away some time, but comes back often if you didn't finish this as you would have wanted, later on.
I don't think she can walk away that easy after more then 2 years, I only fear that she has girlfriends who will encourage her not to come back to you.
gl