Love story gone sideways :[

This is a journal solely directed to krp.et and specially to the love of my life Ensam<3.

Ensam has always been there for me since the beginning of times, since the early days of ET - the days he defended me at the vicious hands of the trolls within the etfi.net forum with his pikachu avatar. I always knew he'd be the right one for me, since the very first moment I met when I realized his nick meant 'lonely' in Swedish.

As I had found the love of my life I had only one obstacle, the nerds filled hatred - the nerds crossfire know as 'krp'. These heartless nerds had filled the heart of this lonely, ever so kind and accepting guy with hate thus destroying his self-esteem into derelict.

But finally in 2009, I had crossed the jungle of thorns and made my way past the krp meanies into the arms of my true love Ensam. And from this point on, I felt life was at its best. We had deep discussions everyday till the wee hours of the day, I always smiled at his jokes eventhough he could never see my grin. Day by day I got more and more attached to him - I had finally found my place in the world.

But then came that day, the day of apocalypse. Ensam rejected me, abandoned me just like that - I now was just thin air for him... a nobody. But this did not happen out of the blue, I had wronged him - made him bleed emotionally without actually meaning to do so.


This is an apology for you Ensam, and only for you - please Dear, do forgive me...



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