I cant help being myself...
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22 Apr 2010, 13:25
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Hello Crossfire. While Im writing this journal the tears are falling on my desk and making burning marks, so bitter they are.
Im writing this journal because of lots of hatred and banrequests falling on me.
I know I havent been the best crossfire peon with "epic win is epic !:D" *random unfunny catpics* "ask perfo :D" "Ati's random rifle shots actually are damn useful and dont seem like he tests them 25 shots a game"-stuff, Im sorry. I know Ive let you guys down with original opinions instead of copycatting em from Taggers, animelinux-club or catalan crew.
I know I usually express my opinion on a quite harsh way insulting someone I dont know - the someone shouldnt take it too hard, after all its just the internet. You guys gotta admit that I got style when I put in some effort in flame. Me myself and I are sick of the "fuck of cunt" "stfu asshole" "fat prick" -alike flame...
I sure as hell am a nice guy when you get to know me, let me give you some examples:
- I do the match searching in KRP, wether I get a match or the guy has already another game found I wish them good luck and enjoyable times with ET - after all, this game is just about having fun :)
-On
Finn cases - whenever you've asked for a server on #ET-finland Ive come pmming you with the IP and pass to KRP server as we havent been using it.
-The guys I used to play (
savak, 
highbot, 
P&P for example) know what kinda funny fella I am eventho Im not very good player unless Im playing panzerfaust :(
-Ive always been there for you crossies when you've needed to fume yourselves a little, Im an easy person to hate since I am the kind of I am
-You gotta admit I sometimes get a smile on your face eventho I am such a bastard :)
I also have one complaint on
krosan, this morning our beloved admin gave me 39 warning points of posting 4 same pictures on a stupid troll journal that got deleted the same time I suppose, the maker of the journal got only max 30. I dont find it fair really.
Im leaving for lunch now, thanks for support if I get any.
Im writing this journal because of lots of hatred and banrequests falling on me.
I know I havent been the best crossfire peon with "epic win is epic !:D" *random unfunny catpics* "ask perfo :D" "Ati's random rifle shots actually are damn useful and dont seem like he tests them 25 shots a game"-stuff, Im sorry. I know Ive let you guys down with original opinions instead of copycatting em from Taggers, animelinux-club or catalan crew.
I know I usually express my opinion on a quite harsh way insulting someone I dont know - the someone shouldnt take it too hard, after all its just the internet. You guys gotta admit that I got style when I put in some effort in flame. Me myself and I are sick of the "fuck of cunt" "stfu asshole" "fat prick" -alike flame...
I sure as hell am a nice guy when you get to know me, let me give you some examples:
- I do the match searching in KRP, wether I get a match or the guy has already another game found I wish them good luck and enjoyable times with ET - after all, this game is just about having fun :)
-On
Finn cases - whenever you've asked for a server on #ET-finland Ive come pmming you with the IP and pass to KRP server as we havent been using it.-The guys I used to play (
savak, highbot, P&P for example) know what kinda funny fella I am eventho Im not very good player unless Im playing panzerfaust :(-Ive always been there for you crossies when you've needed to fume yourselves a little, Im an easy person to hate since I am the kind of I am
-You gotta admit I sometimes get a smile on your face eventho I am such a bastard :)
I also have one complaint on
krosan, this morning our beloved admin gave me 39 warning points of posting 4 same pictures on a stupid troll journal that got deleted the same time I suppose, the maker of the journal got only max 30. I dont find it fair really.Im leaving for lunch now, thanks for support if I get any.
tl;dr
but you srsly lost me there 8D
but i still love him
I realized.
MORE THINK LESS RAGE
and don't start talking about the person's life when you don't know him.
so don't get that fucking serious about a troll either.
Im not coming to LAN to hit someone 3 years younger and 20cm shorter :D
peace!
=P
thx for your kind words and comfort, welcoming person like me open arms into your circle of love is very, very humble act :)