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10 Apr 2007, 07:01
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To whom it might concern,
Living a double life sounds very interesting to a lot of people including myself, but in the end it's really not worth it. I didn't ment to fake anyone when I joined up with suXus eSports under the name Mark 'Scanjet' Hogendijk, it was just for the better of myself and the team.
By the end of 2005 some friends and I founded an Enemy Territory team called Paralysis, we were friends knowing each others from the past and we created a team to have fun. Later in early 2006 we joined Qlasics as Enemy Territory team. After the joining our team went inactive and slowly died, and when a merge happened between suXus and Qlasics we officially called it dead. However I didn't feel I was done yet, and became the team manager of uQuk who joined suXus Multigaming. It was there when I first met with the great people from suXus such as Leon, swiep etc. But things went wrong at suXus, the Qlasics founder VoGeL got in conflict with some of the suXus founders such as swiep about a very stupid thing... suXus didn't have the time to create t-shirts for the CS team lead by VoGeL. After that we moved back to Qlasics, causing uQuk to die. From that moment on I was managing everything arround Qlasics trying to make it a successful project, however every once in a while conflicts happened at Qlasics as well.
I think it all started with our Call of Duty 2 team, it included some very experienced players and I was proud to have them playing for Qlasics. However one day when I got back from school VoGeL decided to kick them and replace them by a team who appearantly have been able to make VoGeL think they were much better than our original team. The new CoD2 team lasted not longer than two weeks. The second punch to my head was with our Enemy Territory team known as Trivium, they were great guys, but they didn't want to tag up because they had a connection with their old name. No problem for me, but it was for VoGeL, at a random day he decided to throw them out as well. I've been able to cope with these things at that time, and continued managing Qlasics. Arround that time the great guys from o2.ee joined up. Arround August 2006 I visited the Netgamez 2006B were I met up with our new Call of Duty 2 team and the Counter-Strike team, I also met with Leon in real life for the first time. It was very nice, and its a good memory in my mind. However, a few weeks after that VoGeL shocked me again by kicking out the CoD2 team because of what he described as inactivity issues. Arround that time I was talking with Leon suggesting suXus to get a ET team as well. I decided continuing with Qlasics was futile, what I did wasn't worth anything anymore. I didn't plan to move to suXus, but an old member from our Call of Duty 2 team, Cooper, dragged me into it (altrough I would like to thank him for that) and I started talkign with Leon. There was too much fire between Qlasics and suXus however, so jumping over to suXus would make VoGeL angry and would make going to LANs impossible for both the suxus teams and myself. That's why I went inactive for a few weeks for school things, and after that I joined suXus eSports under the name Mark Hogendijk. Mark after my second name Marc, reminding Leon of how his boss was called Mark Hogendijk so when he suggested that it seemed to be a pretty good name.
A few weeks after that we welcomed the old Qlasics ET team (o2.ee / OxyGen.ee) into suXus eSports, achieving one of my goals, bringing an ET team into a well known gaming organisation. A few months later I joined suXus eSports under my real name as newsposter, and later on promoted myself to manager.
Why am I telling you this now? For the future I do not want to keep these kind of secrets or whatever. I don't want to build a barrier arround me anymore. Yesterday the suXus Call of Duty 2 team decided to call it a day, and our ET team is at the verge of dieing as well. We will have some changes in the future, but I do not want to take part under a fake name, that time is over.
To VoGeL and the other members of Qlasics who I left behind, I'm sorry for lieing to you, but I hope you understand my position, my fears, my feeling of having become useless.
Thanks for those who knew about this and kept it secret, dead ness eban rook stick saken etc
And now #care away!
Living a double life sounds very interesting to a lot of people including myself, but in the end it's really not worth it. I didn't ment to fake anyone when I joined up with suXus eSports under the name Mark 'Scanjet' Hogendijk, it was just for the better of myself and the team.
By the end of 2005 some friends and I founded an Enemy Territory team called Paralysis, we were friends knowing each others from the past and we created a team to have fun. Later in early 2006 we joined Qlasics as Enemy Territory team. After the joining our team went inactive and slowly died, and when a merge happened between suXus and Qlasics we officially called it dead. However I didn't feel I was done yet, and became the team manager of uQuk who joined suXus Multigaming. It was there when I first met with the great people from suXus such as Leon, swiep etc. But things went wrong at suXus, the Qlasics founder VoGeL got in conflict with some of the suXus founders such as swiep about a very stupid thing... suXus didn't have the time to create t-shirts for the CS team lead by VoGeL. After that we moved back to Qlasics, causing uQuk to die. From that moment on I was managing everything arround Qlasics trying to make it a successful project, however every once in a while conflicts happened at Qlasics as well.
I think it all started with our Call of Duty 2 team, it included some very experienced players and I was proud to have them playing for Qlasics. However one day when I got back from school VoGeL decided to kick them and replace them by a team who appearantly have been able to make VoGeL think they were much better than our original team. The new CoD2 team lasted not longer than two weeks. The second punch to my head was with our Enemy Territory team known as Trivium, they were great guys, but they didn't want to tag up because they had a connection with their old name. No problem for me, but it was for VoGeL, at a random day he decided to throw them out as well. I've been able to cope with these things at that time, and continued managing Qlasics. Arround that time the great guys from o2.ee joined up. Arround August 2006 I visited the Netgamez 2006B were I met up with our new Call of Duty 2 team and the Counter-Strike team, I also met with Leon in real life for the first time. It was very nice, and its a good memory in my mind. However, a few weeks after that VoGeL shocked me again by kicking out the CoD2 team because of what he described as inactivity issues. Arround that time I was talking with Leon suggesting suXus to get a ET team as well. I decided continuing with Qlasics was futile, what I did wasn't worth anything anymore. I didn't plan to move to suXus, but an old member from our Call of Duty 2 team, Cooper, dragged me into it (altrough I would like to thank him for that) and I started talkign with Leon. There was too much fire between Qlasics and suXus however, so jumping over to suXus would make VoGeL angry and would make going to LANs impossible for both the suxus teams and myself. That's why I went inactive for a few weeks for school things, and after that I joined suXus eSports under the name Mark Hogendijk. Mark after my second name Marc, reminding Leon of how his boss was called Mark Hogendijk so when he suggested that it seemed to be a pretty good name.
A few weeks after that we welcomed the old Qlasics ET team (o2.ee / OxyGen.ee) into suXus eSports, achieving one of my goals, bringing an ET team into a well known gaming organisation. A few months later I joined suXus eSports under my real name as newsposter, and later on promoted myself to manager.
Why am I telling you this now? For the future I do not want to keep these kind of secrets or whatever. I don't want to build a barrier arround me anymore. Yesterday the suXus Call of Duty 2 team decided to call it a day, and our ET team is at the verge of dieing as well. We will have some changes in the future, but I do not want to take part under a fake name, that time is over.
To VoGeL and the other members of Qlasics who I left behind, I'm sorry for lieing to you, but I hope you understand my position, my fears, my feeling of having become useless.
Thanks for those who knew about this and kept it secret, dead ness eban rook stick saken etc
And now #care away!
nice job m8