returning for eternity

Ok first of all after around 5 journals/topics about myself in past few weeks I'm going to say sorry. Sorry that i gave you even a bit of respect all of my haters, because you obviously didn't deserve it. At first i want to explain the situation about me, krosan and Antwerp lan story, first of all it was a great chance to finally show up on some decent event, drink some beers with people who i liked online, try my skill on lan for the first time, and see how hard all of my haters are, and this is not egangsta acting this is what I was planning to do. After i saw all of the things Krosan was doing, grew in my eyes, the right guy on the right place, was my thought. Someday i asked him how's the situation with my teammate Jesse looks, his ban should be already done in January 2010, but by the stupid mistake by myself i invited his 2nd acc to our team on clanbase, because i needed one guy to already signup us for the ladder (i know you can say i could asked any random guy, but i just didin't want it and i didn't notice the problem). So after all it happen, i got banned for 6 months while (because i added a "cheater") while the real cheaters are getting banned for exactly or even less time, no fair at all but fuck it. Let's get back to Krosan conversation, so i explained to him this situation to be sure that it wont be a problem to play with Jesse on lan. So there was the answer that he's not allowed - damn i really got mad then how the fuck guy, who is only still banned not because of cheating but because of the 2nd acc can't play on fucking LAN?! While for the people from ex overload, percpetion it wasn't any problem? Why the fuck guy who was at CDC 3, CDC 4, CC5, CC6 will disadvantageously influence the course of the event? will he fucking hack on lan? Why for some people admins are making the special "rules" and for some not?! Behaviour of the Krosan was inadmissible and i hope he knows it because how the fuck admin can say something like (krosan) try it, and you'll be banned forever from any website i've got connections to (krosan) enjoy your lan-less youth to anyone? so maybe lets ban every single guy who is playing with EX cheater? Where the fuck did i miss the point? I'm even omitting the fact that i already booked a fly to eindhoven at 29.08, because i'd never suppose that someone can be that retarded.

Ok so this is all what i wanted to say, you can call it a nerd-rage and me stupid polak but still facts will show up sick situation which hurt me, thanks for everyone who read it, even if you got another or negative opinion. I just want to say i will show up on some event in this or next year, and for sure im gonna complete the things which are suiting me on the heart. I've got my people and whatever you say, I'll always stay the same guy. cheers